I hate the first few days of dropping to a lower calorie intake. It drives me absolutely crazy to feel hungry immediately after having lunch or dinner. I have 240 calories left for the day and I already ate my meals for the day. I just wanted to save up about 200 calories in case I was starving around 8 or 9 pm like I was last night. I really hate this! 
Sara is not a happy camper. If I weigh in at 204 again next week after this 1500 calorie torture, I am gonna be one pissed future hot mama!
I'm becoming obsessed with my workouts and diet. I am constantly reading advice on bodybuilding.com on fat loss and I find myself seeking out reality TV shows that have people cutting fat by dieting. Like today I watched True Life "I'm a martial arts fighter" (UFC fighters) and it showed their preparations for fights with hard workouts and very little food. Sometimes before I go to bed I catch up on my Youtube friends but I also watch all the eating disorder crap on there too. Somehow it makes me feel better to watch people starving themselves by eating less than 500 calories a day or who are bulimic. Like it helps me to feel good knowing I don't do those things. I mean I feel bad for them but I am thankful to not struggle with that. If that makes sense.
Well, I am going to go watch "Yes, Man" with my son and enjoy my last 200 calories for the night.
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Thanks for keeping us updated. Good luck with your workout and diet routine!
Don’t get your calories too low for too long. You don’t want your metabolism to drop, requiring you to cut even more.
Keep us updated with your progress. The main thing is to just stick with the routine. Keep up the hard work!